I’m not good with things related to health. I hate being sick. When I get sick I think it’s all over. I’m never going to get better. I think of regrets like never driving cross country and all those things. I get these emotions when I’m near other’s health issues too.
Did I spend enough time with them recently? Did I not fulfill a promise? Etc. etc.
I know there’s nothing I can do about any of it but I feel that way regardless. Sigh. Keeping this ultra short today.