Editor’s Note: I can’t believe it has only been a week since I wrote this  the loss still pains me each time I watch a game and I think that could be the Nats. Sigh.

It’s almost 1:00am. The Nats just lost game 5. I’m…in a weird emotional state. I’m extremely sad. But proud. They fought. There were some bad decisions made. But they fought.

And for that I’m thankful. It’s the same ending as ’12 and ’14 but it feels different. It feels like 110% was given. And that’s what you want out of your team.

Time to slow the heart down and go to sleep. Alarm clock in < 5 hours.

– Josh